Gunsmith wrote:drugs can make you feel good
but feeling good doesn't mean problems are solved
exactly, i fear that by losing the discomfort i feel over my locks and hang-ups i may lose the little motivation i have of solving them
also there's the whole vibe of experimentality when talking with the pill-pusher, "Let's try this, and if it doesn't work I'll give you something else" combined with imo faulty diagnosis make feel scared of taking shit that's gonna affect my brain
oh well 5 hours from the first dose, no rage yet
in other 'news', i saw a bollowood film today
poor righteous indians challenge evil british imperialists to a cricket match over taxes and land
a goddamn 4 hour film, what the hell india, learn to how to cut a film