Orochinagi wants to know what you're up to!

[hebretto]

fap it off then go to sleep ... all is well

[Shiny]

Buried my grandmother Sunday. She was the one that told me my mom had passed. Not faring too well to be honest. Not I KEEL MYSELF bad, but struggling to find meaning bad.

[Anti-K']

Back to wrestling school. God, I'm gonna be sore in the morning.

[arstal]

Back to wrestling school. God, I'm gonna be sore in the morning.

I'll get a laugh if you end up kissing ugly women on national TV and running an obstacle course in 2-3 years. ^_^

[Fuu]

Buried my grandmother Sunday. She was the one that told me my mom had passed. Not faring too well to be honest. Not OMG I KEEL MYSELF bad, but struggling to find meaning bad.

damn, sorry to hear that Shiny. we're thinking of you.

[The Master]

Buried my grandmother Sunday. She was the one that told me my mom had passed. Not faring too well to be honest. Not I KEEL MYSELF bad, but struggling to find meaning bad.

we're always here for ya, shiny.

[0style]

luv u shiny. just another chapter to add to your book of struggles. in the end you'll come out on top!

[r3v3n4nT]

*guhs Shiny*

Makes me feel like I have no right to be gloomy and depressed about my own life

[Edgey]

Crappy job keeping me busy.
Sort of have a creative drought too.
On the up and up I'm finally catching up on my gaming backlog. I might even move onto PS3 games!
Over all though, I haven't been my usual happy self as of late because I'm starting to feel left behind while all my friends are doing so well and thriving. Ugh I hate feeling like this.
It's Testament here if anyone was wondering.

[Bugle/Hawk'M]

So Edgey, what's the deal with the relapse? Did you miss Gunsmith's stubble?

[Edgey]

So Edgey, what's the deal with the relapse? Did you miss Gunsmith's stubble?

Everyday for the rest of my existance ;_;

honestly I got the email and I was like "Man... I miss everyone!"

[Monpochi]

Work is going good although salary went 10% from where i came from at least the company is stable. Currently thinking about moving back to our main home because the place i'm staying in the city has become boring due to the lack of laptop (it's gonna be taken by my father for his work) and it's long time lack of accessible internet.

Parents gave up on our pet dogs and decided to sell them to one of my aunts, if only i owned my own property. Then came the death of one of my beloved younger brother's freshwater fish (i.e. a 1 year old Oscar) that we grew from a mere inch to 9 inch, it died coz of something bacterial. The stages that lead to it's demise was quite depressing.
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Late Reply: Condolence Shiny-kips. *pats*

[Shiny]

Thanks Fuu. It's been an unbelievable 14 months to be sure. This type of stuff comes in threes, come to find out the family dog Bowser got hit by a car (although I found out about this about a month ago). The only thing I can do now is to do the best I can in their memory, and vent when I can. I've had dizzy spells and woke up crying before, which I knew had to be because I was holding my emotions in. Surely wasn't healthy.

StyLe, I wish I could close this book of struggles and burn it then scatter the ashes out in the blackness of space, but when I do, it comes right back to me at my front step in perfect order. ><

Welcome back Edgey. You will be back, right? We've been burned by so many veteran postteasers

*gets drunk and trades problems with IB*

reV: *receives guh, counter guhs. Squeezes the emo right out of you.*

DaS m0p: Hope you get your own place and you can have as many dogs as you can handle. Also sorry to hear about the death of the fish, because although it may be a small deal to some people, losing a pet can be traumatic. I was thinking about getting a bulldog down the line because I want to name it something outlandish. Maybe Matilda in reference to Davey Boy's bulldog in the retro days of the WWF. Or Francois, because it sounds classy.

[Monpochi]

DaS m0p: Hope you get your own place and you can have as many dogs as you can handle. Also sorry to hear about the death of the fish, because although it may be a small deal to some people, losing a pet can be traumatic. I was thinking about getting a bulldog down the line because I want to name it something outlandish. Maybe Matilda in reference to Davey Boy's bulldog in the retro days of the WWF. Or Francois, because it sounds classy.

Haha not that i want like a troop of dogs, just one would suffice really and it sort of hurts that they didn't give a chance to one of our beagles and she was like so proper . And damn right about the fish, he was already huge for it's breed when it passed away. Up to this day whenever i think about the last times that i saw him struggling with the disease he got it tugs my heart coz it was so sudden and we could've done something. Now that i got through this with "just" a fish, i can't imagine like losing a relative or something that has become close to me so i really admire you on how you were able to handle the recent passings(?) that you had.

[Shiny]

I'm still learning how to deal with grief. My mom's death was the worst to take because she was young. And I know that my grandmother took my mom's death hard because no one wants to outlive their child, and that was the baby of her family. I'm able to function as a person, but I have to keep moving, else my emotions catch up and devour me. I've never truly known darkness until around June of last year.