Hello.

Vice Vecta · Post by **Vice Vecta** » Thu May 18, 2006 20:49

Glad you're just fine. Not sure how dangerous might be where you live (apparently, pretty much), but I hope it's not as chaotic as in Mexico City... or Guangzhou.

Although here the people is less violent than Mexico City, here are more tricky: counterfeiting, pickpocketing, scams and of course, the trademark of the city: Motorcycle drive-by snatch! Ever dare to use your phone while walking on the street, neitehr use palm-top, hand-held videogames or anything valuable (and that'll make you distractfully stupid) or after the sound of a swift motorbike, your hands will be empty and you only have to wave bye bye to your item in the hands of the rider. Happened with a fellow game partner just today.

Oh yes, each and eveyr person i've met in this city has suffered from any crime of these, so yeh, if ever happen to come around here, be as careful as you can!

0style · Post by **0style** » Fri May 19, 2006 18:45

omg a hi2u thread.

r3v3n4nT · Post by **r3v3n4nT** » Fri May 19, 2006 18:59

u! wtf r u hiding! *throws random soltekkaman @ Style*

Vice Vecta · Post by **Vice Vecta** » Sun May 21, 2006 17:19

***vent out mode on***

Well, today was a shitty day. My friend, whose has a terrible heartbreak/obsession with a bitch of woman (someone really worthless who is making his life miserable), woke us me and my girlfriend this morning with an attempt of suicide. Not to mention he has serious problem with some mobsters who are linked with the "uncorrupt" policial force of this city. So, pretty much, his head (thanx for his temper and lack of control) has a price and he attempted to snuff it today.

Personally i feel exhausted mentally, really tired of always cover the back of this moron who always look for problems and doesn't give up this woman, whose has something to do with the mobsters and the bent cops. The girl who is watching after him (a girl with really nice heart but that he pretty much ignores or use her as fuck friend) told us this afternoon he's leaving for ShenZhen tomorrow. Afterwards, he goes back to the US far away from his problems here.

Yeh, I'm tired, bummed, worried, dissapointed and kinda afraid as this fucking place has no law and we foreigners are subject to any fucked up situation, specially coming from cops. Pretty much this is Hopeless City.

*sigh* and to crown the cake with a cherry, went to the arcades and didn't win a single match of Tekken 5 DR neither KOF XI, and only left 1 ghost car in Outrun 2SP. And, when i left the arcades, it was pouring outside (it's still torment at the moment of writing this) and didn't bring umbrella with me.

Definitelly a shitty day.

***end of vent out mode***

Gaseous Snake · Post by **Gaseous Snake** » Mon May 22, 2006 00:41

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i just got mugged. i tried to refuse but one dude got very trigger happy and punched me a few times. half drunk i didn't really feel it but realised it was time to give up. they ran off with an empty wallet and a bag containing chewing gum, notepad and a script. hmmm stupid is as stupid does. I even told them as they ran off.... I guess the adrenalin was pumping to their brain, taking over logic... oh well. life goes on!

both i and my brother have been assaulted in the past month. man, there's something seriously fucking wrong with this society... my progressive, liberal side says that it's just a byproduct of ignorance caused by a society that doesn't try to truly educate its citizens. my bad side says i'd like to tie them up and torture them though.

r3v3n4nT · Post by **r3v3n4nT** » Mon May 22, 2006 14:21

...

maybe i should actually stop walking home at arround 11PM-3AM with my laptop in the backpack, im scared now, not even my tazer's making me feel safe now =/

and im quite sure south africa suppose to be the country with the highest crime rate... one of the highest if not THE highest...

nevadash · Post by **nevadash** » Tue May 23, 2006 15:32

7 hours past my first visit to the looney bin daycare ward with my parents as special guest stars. It was okay I suppouse. The amount of people present at the what appeared to be a review of my case made the whole thing really embarassing and bizarre. Doctor (ie a new pillpusher woo-fucking-hoo), psychologist (a girl that looked like she was 2 years older than me tops, kinda cute), nurse, social worker AND my goddamn parents. But I managed to pull it through without even appearing to break down by being stone-cold analytic about everything. Only after we got out of there it hit me how the status quo was totally shattered. The understanding that in home they'd all know made me feel physically ill. Oh well, I think I can cope with it all by acting like nothing's changed.
And it doesn't seem so much after reading about people getting hunted by criminals.

In other news: Lordi won the Eurovision Song Contest. Finland's national cultural inferiority complex: cured!

Post by **Gunsmith** » Wed May 24, 2006 14:23

physical vs mental disorder

which is worse?

I've just discovered a good friend of mine has been taking anti depressants!

acting like nothing's changed would defeat the purpose? Now that something's changed, why not take advantage and see how they will treat/react --- better/ worse/ same?

eg: refuse to do a chore or some request, just examine their face for reaction, see what will happen, then do the request anyway.

something has to change otherwise you're just going round in circles! (which the docs would love as it's begging for more treatment)

The trauma of being mugged has pretty much past, little flickers of anger dart past as I dream of german suplexing one and choking out the other, but at least I wasn't stabbed or shot, gotta be thankful!

bad things happen in your life so you can appreciate the good.

I'm gonna see Da Vinci Code and x men III!

nevadash · Post by **nevadash** » Wed May 24, 2006 23:10

my folks were never part of the problem nor the solution, i just don't want them to blame themselves for something that happened over 10 years ago and which they couldn't have done much about even if they'd known, i don't want them to see me as a victim

ps i wasn't raped or anything near that bad, and half of me wants to say clearly what's my problem but IIRC everyone who's bared their throat to online-assholery in such fashion has vanished for a minium of 6 months after that

anyway random thoughts from the first real day at the open mental ward:
- almost every patient is damn old, like 35-55, the staff is younger
- people going to corners to sob makes me feel weird... there was this moderately hot late 20s girl sobbing in the lounge and i felt like trying to comfort her but i kinda got were not suppoused to do that or something, and it's not like i even know her name yet
- every other nurse than mine is hittable
- 1 hour of whining to the nurse, 5 hours of reading tabloids and old donald ducks from the 80s, looking at other loonies socializing, getting bored and plotting how to get pity-sex from the psychologist.............i gotta bring some proper entertainment next time
- the chatty one mentioned she tried off herself once upon a time; makes me wonder if perhaps my issues are the smallest of the bunch

Kancho Assassin · Post by **Kancho Assassin** » Thu May 25, 2006 01:09

Hmmm, I've seen far worse nutcases online than you. Just be thankful you're not OT or GrantM. Now those fools need help and several kicks to the head.

Post by **Gunsmith** » Thu May 25, 2006 13:02

"- every other nurse than mine is hittable"

LMAO that's the spirit

ok well if you don't feel safe to share, then don't. makes a change that parents aren't to blame hehe! now go whine to your heart's content! here's hoping you get a sympathy fuck

nevadash · Post by **nevadash** » Wed May 31, 2006 21:35

the tanned moderately hot late 20s chick is released into society tomorrow and her replacement is a fat chick
now all the patients are old and/or ugly
...i wish i'd talked to her more than once

i think i should get a LJ account for all this crap

also i beated off to heterosexual marimite hentai and it made me feel like i just fucked my underaged cousin while she was passed out, cut cut cut

Post by **Gunsmith** » Sat Jul 01, 2006 13:22

cut it off cut it out

I booted up Silent Hill 3 to show off the game through my many stage saves with everything unlocked etc. Upon reaching the Opening Screen I noticed it saying

"Making a save game, please wait"

Got to options... load game.... nothing. One SH3 save with NOTHING.

Not too happy. Although I've supressed this rage and bitterness and just moved on asap.

Guess I've no choice but to play SH4 ... or something.

*twitch*

OH and I've noticed the Cromartie Live Action movie has been out with subs for some time now! Grrr why didn't anyone announce/review???

Post by **SonicTempest** » Sat Jul 01, 2006 14:24

Gunsmith wrote:OH and I've noticed the Cromartie Live Action movie has been out with subs for some time now! Grrr why didn't anyone announce/review???

Not really worth reviewing

Post by **Gunsmith** » Sat Jul 01, 2006 14:35

oh damn. i saw a clip on youtube but kept my hopes up...